Being a Gooner these days is becoming a very frustrating time.
It seems to me that Arsenal fans are torn more than a Michael Owen hamstring.
The Arsenal faithful appear to be at each others throats and it is a sight more disturbing than watching Harry Redknapp perform a lap dance.
We used to be so united.
Of course difference of opinions is more than welcome. Debate can be healthier than an apple a day.
But most of the time these days Gooners don't debate a thing. We argue.
Some of the things we say to each other disgusts me. We slag each other off like we are talking to a lippy Sp*rs fan.
All because we have a difference in how we think!
I've been accused of being an 'AKB' so many times that I've lost count. Well, I can't count past 1285 but that's not the point.
Because I believe that Arsene Wenger is still the man for the job I have been slated in the past.
Listen, I know that the situation we are in at the moment is down to Wenger and I know for a fact that he has made many mistakes in the past.
I just think he is still the right man for Arsenal.
Just as there are people who insist Arsene can do no wrong there are others who think his time is up.
That's fair enough, it's that persons choice.
But for airing their views they don't need to be vilified more than a person who has just let rip in a packed out elevator.
I want the best for Arsenal Football Club because I love the damned thing more than I love my own country.
No matter what I will always support the club through thick (Rooney) and thin (Crouch).
What gets me down lower than Paris Hiltons thong is watching my fellow Arsenal chums take lumps out of each other. Every day.
Of course seeing, before my very own eyes, Arsenal struggle on the pitch pisses me right off. It pisses me off more than actual urine.
But flicking through Arsenal websites and seeing actual civil war between people who all want the best for Arsenal destroys me.
One of the reasons I haven't written much over the past few months is because I can't handle seeing the infighting. It almost primal.
I'm actually debating whether to continue writing the blog. I want too but it does my nut in when I see Gooners calling each other 'cunts' and other obscenities.
Writing a blog I am there to be shot at. I understand that and can take it but witnessing the way we talk to each other is badder than Michael Jacksons Bad or a bad ass rapper.
There is hardly any respect these days for each other and that is so terrible to see.
Keep It Goonerish........