I felt a right wanker last night. Still do a little bit.
The reason? I just can't muster up the love for England and still haven't caught World Cup fever or even a cold.
How bad is that? I don't even feel that bothered about England. There must be something wrong with me.
Even Robert Green's mental mistake didn't affect me. To be honest I laughed. I giggled at a fuck up that could cost my country qualification from the group stages.
Its unreal really because I know for a fact that had it been Arsenal I was watching last night and an Arsenal keeper making an error like that I'd have the right arse today. Proper.
So why am I like this? It's not always been like this for me. In the last World Cup I loved England, in fact I found the whole thing exciting and got caught up in the frenzy.
Last night one of my mates (a real one) asked me if I had a choice between an England World Cup victory or Arsenal winning the Premiership what would I choose. I chose Arsenal. Not even a little hesitation and most of my pals were shocked. They couldn't understand.
I'm sure its the same for most Gooners. Most of us would put Arsenal over their countries any day.
Keep it Goonerish..........